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Every workshop that I went, I always said that I’m there for others, to get more knowledge that will help me teach and share more. Well at the last workshop I said, this one is not for “others” anymore. This one is for me.

And this one was a changer. I realized that also all of the other workshops and researches that I was doing and attending, these weren’t “for others”, these were all for me. I just didn’t want to admit that to myself.

Learning for “others” – that sounds really nice and beautiful, on the surface. But deep down, realitImage may contain: one or more peopley is different. Going on all of these lessons, workshops etc,.. for others (and not first and foremost for yourself), to share your knowledge in you own way – that’s not how it goes. That is the same if I would study like crazy and instead of my exam write exams of the whole class. And in the end forget about my own.

Learning for yourself. That is the point. Working that on yourself. Feeling your own depth. Seeing the reflection in your own shadows. That is where the life happens, where the wisdom comes from. And all of a sudden, unexpectedly you start sharing that knowledge and energy.

When you change your vibration, others start to vibrate differently too. But don’t expect that others will dance as how you will say them to dance. First work on your own rhythm coming from your depth. Maybe then you will find each other in a dance.

Love,

-Ana


Vedno, ko sem šla na kakšne delavnice sem šla tja z namenom, “da izvem še kaj, kar bi mi pomagalo pri učenju drugih”.
Na zadnji delavnici pa sem si rekla, da grem tja zase.

In prav ta mi je odprla nov pogled. “Novo zavest”. Vse to kar sem raziskovala prej, ni bilo za druge, zame je bilo, pa si nisem upala priznati. Zame, da pridem nazaj do sebe in da počistim pod svojim pragom. 

Učiti se za druge – to se “na površju” zelo lepo sliši, a v globini je drugače. Hoditi na vse delavnice, izobraževanja itd… za druge (in ne najprej zase), da jim lahko to predajaš naprej na svoj način – to ne gre. To je tako, kot da bi se učila, pa namesto svojega testa, šla pisat test od vseh drugih v razredu, na svojega pa pozabila.

Učiti se za sebe. To je tisto. Delati to na sebi. Izkusiti v svoji globini. V zrcalu svoje sence. Tam se zgodi življenje in od tam pride modrost. Znanje, energija, ki jo nevedoč, popolnoma nenačrtno, nepričakovano začneš deliti naprej.

Ko začneš spreminjati “vibracijo” na sebi, drugače “zavibrira” tudi okolica. A ne pričakuj od okolice, da bo plesala tako, kot ti rečeš. Najprej delaj na svojemu ritmu, ki prihaja iz tvoje globine. Mogoče pa se nato znajdeš skupaj v plesu.

– Ana

Photo: Petra Skoulipova (Seductive Dance – 1986)

 

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